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2009-09-06T20:08:00.000+08:00

Hey people
For all of you still reading this blog ,
Just to let you know that I don't use this. Blog anymore.

everything's over.

2009-08-29T10:30:00.002+08:00

it all just happened in a quick of time.
why couldn't the pain be the same?
i don't fcuking give a damn if I have not blogged for a month right now.
cause' whats the point?

whats the point of loving?
whats the point of blogging?
whats the point of writing?
whats the point of typing?
whats the point of stepping out?
whats the point of going out?
whats the point of hanging out?
whats the point of texting?
whats the point of talking?
whats the point of breathing?
whats the point of living?

how i wish i could suffer from depression.
its all written in my history, and its over now as far as i can see.

what took you so long?

I-LOVE-MY-DINOSAUR!

2009-08-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

I also L-O-V-E my short dinosaur midget!
Beware!
They're short, and they bite too!

iloveyouforever.

2009-08-01T11:32:00.001+08:00

ha ha, i love you too! :D

the-art-of-being-single.

2009-07-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

Yes, i know..
Its been a million years since i blogged :D
all thanks to a certain bastard in e house of course!

Well anyway, i'm blogging about the past two weeks i had?
ever since, i swapped phones with my darling jerica :D

Ain't Patricia's New Converse SOOOOOOOOO CUTE?!?!
Oh my, I want mine too! :(
(Credits to Patricia's blog for e photo)

Saw This Very Cool Jurassic-Park Style kind of car under laogongg's block!
Ain't it just so darling? :)

Here's when it was Ms. Lee's last day in school!
Oh man, she was only here for a week!
We just love her so very much! :(
And in her hand was a card made by Sha (3 Teamwork's Class Chairman)
With some of our class messages to her @ e back! :D

Yay! I got to snag a picture with Ms. Lee! :D

And of course, my darling managed to snag a photo too!

Class Photo Time :D
WE LOVE YOU MS.LEE!

And this was yesterday, of course!
Went with darling to eat her PRATA!
*hides all the prata there is* xP

Look @ this fine specimen!

Lets wait and see what it does to the Prata & Milo..

Of course, not missing out on e deliciouso carrot cake i bought!
Even the specimen loved it!

I love PRATAs & CARROT CAKEs!
And only the black ones, like how i am xP

Oh my, looks like the monster is hungry & wants me to stay away from the Prata!
He he, luckily Prof. Debbie got to snag a piece while the specimen wasn't looking xP
Just then..

The specimen stared @ the piping-hot dish that came out fresh from the kitchen..
We assume this case-study was just hungry :D

The Specimen then smiled as she enjoyed her Prata & Milo!
Just look @ that smile!
It was so bright, then even the bomb shelter couldn't save us!

And there it goes again!

The Specimen then turns and looks at the plate..
Looking upset..
We were worried about its condition..
So we fed it with carrot cake! :D

And as we studied it,
we guessed the carrot cake worked!
After the meal, it transformed back into my darling Patricia!
Who could have guessed, it was her all along! xP

Just then laogongg came by,
from school of course!
Patricia, laogongg & I went to e PLAYGROUND!
Soon after, the transformed specimen left..
And my uncle called,
So laogongg & I dropped by my uncle's place :D
We were such a happy couple!
Until...

We broke up.
Yes, i'm sad enough.
I Don't need love, pity or sympathy.
THANK YOU FAMILY PROBLEM!
Just like what i said before..
I Don't deserve all this..
I'll just send him my best wishes to his and his future girlfriend..
Goodbye forever :)

suck at being heartbroken.

2009-07-10T19:00:00.001+08:00

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him

wow, i guess that quote really meant something..
and yes my dears, I'm back @ blogging!
so pretty please stop nagging @ me to keep my blog alive..

basically, i spent the 1st week of school not in school,
i was attending e ASEP programme!
It was loads of fun & tears with you guys,
will upload those darling pictures of ours on soon (:

and basically, I'm confused.
and somewhat needed a place to confine my thoughts..
I'm basically so fucked up right now..
my heart is not just cracking,
but its up to a state where its about to break..

I know, I'm a spoilt brat.
but has it ever crossed your mind that spoilt brats like me,
will miss our mum?
Yes, its our anniversary tmr..
Ask yourself this,
will you go through a harder tmr, or me?
Tra's leaving, I regret missing our anivers & i miss my mum.

Do the math :)

its been a long tyme since i was here :3

2009-06-27T20:53:00.001+08:00

Yo! Hows everyone been doing lately?

My love story here, is like so dead!

the previous post was on e 11th?

On our happy one month, lol?

i'm seriously dying here lahhs..

just finished one week of AEM (Aerospace),

The experience @ NYP was superb!

I suppose everyone had enjoyed themselves, ya?

Currently have loads of things coming up..

e YOG, Tour & A hell load of SMS-es coming into my phone..

Won Seok, Alyaa, Ms Lee, Daddy..

but but but

i'm still very worried..

Namp'yon hasn't called or texted since this morning..

I really hope he didn't get sick like me!

Guess me temp?

From 38.2 to 38.4!

OMG right?

Started to feel cold on e bus just now,

so i took out e blazer & wore it..

It did help, but just abit.. x3

i'll just keep my hopes up,

hoping that the fever & sore throat will go away!

oh man! i still have to get my clogs & ethenic costume tmr!

i'm in a despo 911 situation here..

i soooo should have just listen to namp'yon!

but bloody hell, if i did listen to him,

the sick will be him right now!

so thank god, i didn't listen to him!

thank you namp'yon!

so thoughtful [:

and god, just when i talked about him..

He called!

teeheeee, now i've gotta run so good bye! ;D

one month, gone.

2009-06-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

my msn PM today says :
super sad, she's missing namp'yon badly & her day sucked D:

one month, gone.
can't stop listening to,
David Archuleta's "Crush" & "A Little Too Not Over You".

Wondering whats going to happen next,
but i'm sure going to eat loads and loads of,
FRUITS & GREENS.

this i promise you patricia darling! :D

just in case anything happens,
i-love-you all always! [:

did you forget?

2009-06-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

did you forget, that i was even i human being?
did you forget, that i had feelings too?
did you forget, that i don't cry in public?
did you forget, that i am very emotional?
did you forget, what you promised?
did you forget, what you said?
did you forget, about me?
did you forget, about us?

yes, i want to tear out my heart.
i need a fake one to replace it, i don't wanna die.
i just want to forget us.
i just want forget, that i have ever met you.
jerk much.
still can tell me, don't let deimi & hidayah's efforts go to waste.
well, i have no choice.
thanks to you and your big mouth.
now goodbye.

off to camp!

2009-05-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

yes, like my title says so! :D
i'm off to children's camp,
as written on my facebook profile! xD
don't mistake me now;
i'm the papparazzi :D
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
i guess, i'll do crazy stuff as usual..
but i think i will be rather quiet myself.
cause the only people i will know there are...
2 kids (daddaaae's friend's kids) and some teachs and studs i guess..

patt's going for a few camps!
and one of them is occuring on her birthday!
so lets all wish our beloved patricia,
a warm and beloved HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance!
we-love-you :D

bloody faint spells.

2009-05-25T18:26:00.000+08:00

WOOTS, yeahh right.
i'm not happy at all.
my occasionally faint spells have returned!
AND BLIMEY!
its not only once now..
i couldn't even get up this morning..
everything was all a blurr!
argh! why did i have to faint ytd?
at church somemore,
bloody hell!

okayy, maybe i'm blowing my top.
okayy, yes i admit i am.
but i just hate to get people worried!
damn it!

i'm currenly on MC also.
shit shit shit.
i soooooooooo wanna go for PE!

sian sian sian!
june the first, going for brain scan..

all thanks to not eating breakfasts!

SO PEOPLE, REMEMBER!
BREAKFAST IS VERY IMPORTANT!
DON'T END UP LIKE ME PLEASE!
its sickening, trust me. :D

ilove.everything :)

2009-05-25T09:22:00.000+08:00

Yo Yo!
teeheeee, i'm not going to blog about the bloody hell of a weekend i had.
fainting my head off, on the whole.
i missed derwin and regina @ club on sat.
damn flabits!
as you all can see,
i've changed the hell of my blogskin..
gimme your opinions alright?
i don't really like the blogskin,
but i was getting sick of my old one :)

i'm also currently addicted to the K-wave.
like i have always been since forever :D
boys over flowers, kim kibum, kim bum, wonder girls, SNSD, super junior, BoA.
you name it.

Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby!

teeheeee, you guys should really go listen to the Boys over Flowers OST,
the 2nd version!
it rocks like anything i could ever hear!
they also have EPs for each of the F4 members!
like omg, i sooooooooooooooo wanna get my copy soon!

btw, iloveyouguys.
and thanks for the help today! :D

fcukmylife.

2009-05-21T10:33:00.000+08:00

firstly,lets start off with demoralising!

yes, i'm imperfect, and never will try to be perfect.

and hello? mr. boyfriend, i'm not anything close.

secondly, i SO FAR have flunked one sub..

no actually, its two subs.

my beloved EBS & Geography.

i didn't actually flunk EBS but,

i'm just not satisfied with my marks.

don't ask me why, cause' i don't know either!

tralalalalalalalalalalalalalas!

i WILL NOT blog about yesterday.

i WILL NOT blog about my relationship.

i WILL NOT publicise it either.

tralalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalas!

i wish i could see the stars with you again soon :)

okayy maybe love is still here.

2009-05-19T13:06:00.000+08:00

okayy, maybe love is still hanging around me.
i was being scars after what i saw on her blog.
i mean, you're not the only one who's unhappy alright?

you know who, came by my house just now.
he seemed worried.
he seemed afraid of something, and i don't know what.
kept asking me, "are you okayy? you sure?"
like wth? i'm okayy lahhs!
toopid person, run all the way here..
cannot take your time ahhs? xD

ending off with a sweet hug & a kiss.
omg, i know you find it disgusting xD
but i'm still safe hahaha!

i suck when its about love.

2009-05-19T11:45:00.000+08:00

yes, i'm dumb when it comes to love.
i'm such an ass.
im a freaking bitch.
i don't know how to appreciate people.
i'm not reffering to my boyfriend.
i'm reffering to my dearest friends.
i just can bring myself to put myself first,
get that into your head please, boyfriend!
i might change, and its not something i want to.

maybe, rock bottom is really here.
love is puzzle that is made up of pieces you can't find.
i was blind, everything meant to me.
no worries, its written into my history.

things are so different now that you're gone.
i thought it would be easier that she needed you more,
but i was wrong.
i'm just too caught in the middle.
if only i was with someone new,
although i'll know all i can think about is you,
its all getting so cold.
we both are sad, thats not lie.
you can tell my tone, and so can i tell yours.
the thoughts of you will be in my mind always,
like a memory that i can't erase.

yes, i'm a bitch.
that doesn't know how to love.
you're just too perfect.
but its just not fate, for me to be with someone perfect..
i guess thats what god is trying to tell me.
no, this isn't a break up.
but i don't really care about you anymore.
you should known better, i would have broken up with you.
if my friends wanted me to.
they're my priority.
yes, i'm a slut.
so don't keep asking me to keep myself safe and not do stupid things.
it ain't gonna work.

and to the certain someone who wrote on her blog about the whole drama,
what do you expect me to say at that tyme?
was i feel worse, or were you?
both of us were.
and no, i knew you guys cared.
why do you think i purposely shouted at pris not to follow me!?!
clearly because, I DON'T WANT IT TO AFFECT YOU ALL!
if that sorry was not enough at that time,
then i'm sorry to hear.
cause niether of us will feel better no matter what i do.
somehow, farah & pris talks sense.
yes, the only reason i DID NOT break up with him,
was because of you guys and of what you guys did for me.
i didn't want it all to go to waste.
so if thats not enough,
then i'm so very sorry about your VERY SAD case.
and just so you know, i'm being sacars if you couldn't tell.
like what i told my boyfriend, get used to it [:

i just want my friends back!
there is nothing else i could need, with them around.
and just so you know, i don't cry for my friends.
don't believe me? i don't even say sorry to them.
you can ask patricia if you think i'm lying. [:

LOLs, ilovemyfriends!

2009-05-18T10:41:00.000+08:00

hahaha, haven't been blogging like so forever!
god damn it, i made my blog turn dead.
my toopid laogongg keep making himself sound so grown up?
i'm laughing my head off these few days,
guess everything is going too purrrfect for me!
but, i'm gonna treasure and savour every moment of it :D
like lol, deimi darling even blogged about the convo they had xD
here's what she said :

We called Debbie but her boyfriend hogged the phone and was really, really, reaaaally noisy... and annoying. The conversation goes...

Boyfriend: Who is this?
Me: Who is this?
Boyfriend: I asked first, who is this?
Me: Well I asked second, who is THIS?
Boyfriend: (speaks in Singlish)
Me: Let me guess, this is _____.
Boyfriend: What took you so long?
Me: Whaaa... can I talk to Debbie?
Boyfriend: There's so many Debbies. There's Debbie Raymond, Debbie Tan...
Me: (interrupts) I want to talk to Debbie RayMOND!"
Boyfriend: Who is Debbie RayMEN, I only know a Debbie Raymond (Debbie's laughter at the background)"
Me: Okay!!! Debbie Raymond."
Boyfriend: (Debbie whispering something to him) Okay, you have to say Debbie Raymond in a posh manner.
Me: What the hell!?... May I talk to Debbie Raymond? (english accent)
Boyfriend: Nononono...

... and it goes on and on. I shall now end this post by vanishing in thin air.

*POOF!*

(The conversation was cut short so that's not really the whole conversation... there was more.)

haha, from the looks of this convers..
my laogongg sounds irritating xD
toopid laogong lahh,
Zzzzzzzz bully my darlings (deimi & pris)
*ignore ignore*

anyway, having design and tech lesson later on..
for preparation as i'm having my last paper tomo..
and you guessed it,
its design and tech xD

lets all jiayou!
even if you all have finished your papers already!
P.S i can't wait for study group later! :DDD

yes, iloveyou.

2009-05-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

its a brand new day.
the mugging for major subs have came.
weh! feel so tired right now.
and its only 5.55pm!
guess 7 hours of sleep wasn't enough..
but it was worth it, i forgot everything that happened xD
0143 (:

just came back, from tution.
uhhs, patt was like.
omg, awwww.. all the way!
i bullied her along the way..
but not technically..
as in, she was jealous & we took 806.
i'll help you out lahh, darling.
no worries :3

iloveyouguys, you all are my sunshine (:

too not over you.

2009-05-10T14:33:00.000+08:00

okayy, maybe.
just maybe, i was a little off last night.
having a few mood swings.
i guess, i'm a person who can't accept hard and difficult things,
in such a soooooooo very short time!
forgive me alright people?

hidayah & i patched up,
we're still good friends.
lets share a secret alright?
after last night,
recieving those SMSes & Hidayah's PMing.
i finally realised,
that people actually cared.
i mean, i'm sorry to break this to you.
but i cried when you said "i want back the old debbie"
and i was going omg, what have i become?
a monster maybe? perhaps?
i don't know.

today, early in the morning.
i felt kinda guilty.
i texted hidayah & you.
and until now, i can't believe.
that fact, that you meant what you said on 29th April.
cause' from the way you said it,
it wasn't really like, you meant it.
saying no, was defintely was no no.
yes, i'm regretting now.
but, i'm still gonna hang on.
and continue climbing this mountain.
i'm not that weak!
yes, we promised each other something today.
so lets keep to our promises [:

Reminder : Next Week Cat Class @ 1130 is cancelled.
Its Postponed To The Same Day, But @ 3pm.
At The Main Church, Remember To Bring Your Rosary!
Attendance Will Be Marked*

IHY!

2009-05-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

get a life alright?
GET A LIFE, oh wait.
you already have one,
but you don't know the meaning and how to damn freaking,
APPRECIATE IT!

yes, i'm trying to ask her to text you!
will that make you feel better?
i mean, YOU're SO FCUKING RANDOM!
you don't derserved to be loved.
SERIOUSLY, you don't..
You are not FIT to be loved!
and i know that better than anyone else!

and NO, i don't & will NOT love you anymore.

you suck, alot!
even my FRIENDS, hate you. ALOT.
even your brother, can tell me that you're a JERK.

so guess what?
i don't care even if you're dead now.
our friendship, is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO over!

HAHA!

2009-05-07T17:59:00.000+08:00

yes, this week has been alot.
i don't really intend to write about love,
on this blog, for time being (:

i intend to write, about whats going on;
and this week so far, was crap.

lets see, my walkman phone is definitely failing me, damn it.
i over-stressed myself and i think i would flunk my EBS.
uhhhh, thats my fave sub!
good lord, save us all!
jerica, is sick & has allergies.
get well soon, dear!

and yes, my msn says.
don't irritate me, or die.
i'm not kidding,
i'm a little over these days.
not only because of that ass, jhearic.
and mamoo is currently setting papers, and stressing too.
i think? sleepless nights.
jiayou, jiayou!
later everyone grumpy again xD

i believe, tomorrow will be even better!

isn't everything getting out of hand?

2009-05-03T19:37:00.000+08:00

isn't everything just getting too out of hand?
firstly, i'm relaxing in the jacuzzi(s) and bowling alleys,
when i'm suppose to prep for MYEs.
secondly, everything's becoming more cold.
thirdly, coldness is leading me to fall apart anytime.

the stress hit is on for everyone i suppose.
yes, don't over stress too!
wishing everyone all the best.
esp, jhearic that ass.
people don't stress during cat, okayy?
teeheee [:

second lastly, don't stand too far.

lastly, will upload the pics of Retreat (Friday)
BBQ, Bowling & Jacuzzi (Saturday)
Church & Bookshop (Today)
soon [:

things are so different.

2009-04-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

yes, my msn clearly states.
read it and weep.
i'm damn fcuked up today.
woah, long time since i used that.
yes, i'm reaching out.
for all the chances that were in front of me.

firstly, THANK YOU benedict! (sacars-ly)
secondy, THANK YOU jhearic again.

for the first case, its because he and his kiasu-ism.
typical bratty child, yes.
i HATE him ALOT, i said that to his face today.
i know its mean, but all you can think is for yourself.
grow up for once, if we didn't let you do anything.
we would have also listened to the teachers,
and NOT let you present.
i regret letting you present.
as the leader, you don't even know your group project.
yes, you went for presentation course.
SO? WHATS SO BIG ABOUT THAT?
presentation course, anyone can go derhhs!
nothing special. [:
i've been tolerating.
and like today, i don't care if all the other 19 teams look at us.
when i shout at you, you screwed up brat.
jiang bu ting de lerhh!
so many schools there, suntec somemore.
basic manners, like behaving also CMI.
i wonder how you survive.
sorry, if my kou qi like very evil today.
but this guy is one bratty biatch.
and benedict, your kou qi is no better.
all because of him,
our whole presentation was poof!
thanks alot, you threw all our hard work away!
oh wait, it doesn't affect you does it?
cause you didn't do anything.
all you did was just talk crap.
i tell you, leader benedict.
i had ENOUGH of you.
and when i speak up,
i swear, you won't like it.
jeremy ever kena 3hrs lecture from me.
ever since then he grew up.
and don't worry,
i won't waste my precious time on a bratty biatch like you [:

enough about that bloody leader.
now case 2, uhhh!
jun kun & tiffany were talking sense into me again.
i appreciate that.
but, jhearic.
thank you!
*won't elab*

damn it.
currently trying my best to get myself drunk.
so i can forget everything.
esp, case 2.
my jiu liang not good,
so i think its quite easy.
freaking fcuked up,
now goodbye.

and even if benedict were reading this,
read the following sentence CAREFULLLY..
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!

teeheee, mr see!

2009-04-30T09:44:00.000+08:00

OMG.

i'm currently at EBS.

i don't wanna be a ham ham.

LOL, thanks alot.

i'm not being sacars.

i've been looking for the game ..

i played it like 1 yr ago or something!

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee the game!

thank you mr. see! [;

i want this love to end.

2009-04-29T19:21:00.000+08:00

yes. like my title says so.
i want to end this love today.
I'm so worn out & torn today.
apart from school, projects, homework & many more.
today was sucky.
I've not just hurt you, but myself too.
yes, you were brave, and so was i.
but you, only have her on your mind.
although you say with your lips,
that you love us both.
i don't understand..
how can you love a person,
whom's name you don't even know?
I've known you since forever.
I've hurt Aaron along the way too,
thanks to you, of course.
grateful, but sad.
i hate doing this.
i hate ending stuffs.
and you know very well, that i hate it very much.
to lose everything around me..

yes, I've posted so many pages in my dairy today.
no thanks to you, of course.
if you have her, why did you admit in the first place?
people say, we are "you yuan wu fen"
and yes, that is SOOOOOOOOO true.
i don't need someone to force you.
i hate it, you make it seem so difficult.
even when things are ever so easy.
i should have just listened to Tiffany & Jun Kun.
yes, i love them alot.
i respect them with all the respect i can give.
but do you deserve it?
my mood, was dead.
and no, i don't wanna become more then friends with you.
Deep in your heart, you're not confused.
you know who it is.
so why go through so much trouble?
can't you just leave me alone?
I've been through too much ever since Luke,
and i don't want history to repeat itself.
i don't mind being your friend, god sis & soul mate.
since you said that before,
but... I'm in doubt about you.
you need the strength to stand tall.
I'm trying to let go,
by hurting myself.
I've already accidentally did it today, twice.
now, i want to do it on purpose.
to my emotions.
i want to numb it,

so it soooooo doesn't ever come back.

i want to open doors that close.
but i don't want you to be in my way.
cause' it feels so weak.
i've got to stay strong.
buh - byes.

miley and nick?

2009-04-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

Remember, "Nick & Miley" doesn't mean "Niley," but it's cute to see them casually interacting after all the DRAMA.

Do you think they'll get back together in the future, or will they just remain friendly?

omg.

2009-04-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

like hello people!
judging by these pictures,
i guess you could tell that i'm going to talk about idols today!
teeeheee..
here's some celeb gossip/ rumour/ updates or whatever you call it.

1. Taylor went out to dinner with his rumored celebrity crush selena!

2. New moon yearbook is OUT! ( remember to sooooo get a copy!)

3. Ashley's New album is coming out soon! YAY! ( remember to get your copy!)

4. Demi Lavato is having a ALL-SUMMER tour with David Archuleta!

5. As usual, the duos. Aly & AJ are ever so hawt. (Taken @ 17 Again Premire)

6. Demi Lavato Is A Vampy Fan!
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNCbcSrxHQo&feature=player_embedded)

7. Miley & Nick Are hanging again!

haha, i've got my personal comments.
but, i'll keep them to myself.
but, TAYLOR AND SELENA ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER!
what do you think?

good lord.

2009-04-27T09:08:00.000+08:00

okayy, as usual.

my home comp crashed, so i'm blogging in school..

so right now, we're having EBS lesson.

i'm not going to talk about today, more like blog it.

ummm, i'm going to talk/blog about yesterday.

which took me back, alot.

church, jhearic was wierd asking me questions.

not the usual jhearic i know.

he even allowed me to continue calling him 'froggy'?

like omg. we were like teasing each other after class.

he claimed he was lazy to go hwa chong, so ya.

for the demo again.

i took pictures of course, will upload when my comp is living again (:

of course, i went to meet tiffany.

she was still doing her projection thingee..

like omg, her sis had cut off her hair.

to the short kind..

she has such lovely hair, both before & after.

lalalalalalalalalalas.

jeremy was kinda sick, from allergy.

we went to meet dinah @ causeway,

and ate ice cream before we took a bus down to hwa chong.

it rained, so possibly.

ands yes, we did not fly much.

only a little, after the rain ceased, of course!

was texting with jhearic like everywhere.

he was at causeway, since 5?

teeeheee, luckily we left early, so we didn't see his brother and him!
and no, i DO NOT LIKE JHEARIC, in those ways.
like those BGR kind of way.

he's my god bro.'

and during dinner, he sent me this text :

"there's something about you that i can't explain"

i was like what is he talking about?

so i showed the text to tiffany and jun kun.

jeremy as usual, just gave me that look.

jhearic was acting wierd and yes,

he confessed liking me?

i was like omg.

i don't have those kind of feelings for you.

last time, he told me he thought of me as more of a soul mate.

and yes, we used to have feelings for each other.

but not at the same point of time.

our relationship is very good.

but i just want to keep it that way,

good friends.

nothing more or less.

tifanny says, even if my feelings for him come back.

don't love him.

reasons will be kept confidential.

good lord.

i know that love is always with me,

but i only want and have them from,

my family & friends.

i don't want anymore then that, thank you very much!

i was kinda torn & confused, obviously shocked too.

when he said that you know what.

and like, hello?

i like someone else, and i intend to keep it just that way.

i don't want anything nor do i expect anything more than,

whatever around me.

i just want everyone around me to be happy,

and i would be very grateful.

i was planning to severe all ties with jhearic,

so there was no confusion.

i actually did, for like 10 mins?

and i knew it wouldn't last.

cause i still cared for him, after all.

he's my god brother.

and like total wake up call,
you don't have mixed feelings.

you like the girl from yfc, which you don't even know the name.

but still, good luck & all the best.

you're not mixed, you're confused.

with what is what..

yes, we are close.

but that does not mean you like me.

don't confuse yourself, froggy.

thanks loads to..
derwin, tiffany, jun kun, jeremy & loads others for today

okayy, fuck my comp.

2009-04-25T18:03:00.000+08:00

uhhh, like haven't been blogging lately.

sorry, my bloody home comp crashed.

so i'll be online less often, sorry to those who've been waiting for me to be online.

i've been busy with CCA lately.

People around me are stressed out by CCA & school..

so jiayou!

ending here, goodbye!

and btw, did i just see mr. soh cry on friday?

(still wondering)

ilovetoday, fcuk off bitch.

2009-04-22T18:31:00.000+08:00

yes yes, today was superb!
other then that bitchy girl,
who hides behinds her daddy's back [:

and yes, as usual.
i changed my link again,
now my blog link is..
dhetypical-ruinedbitch.bs!
if you've got a problem with that,
its not mine [:

yes, i'm in a bad mood.
i apologise to everyone other then the bitch,
who made me this mad [:

ahhhhh, i start off with whatever happened.
then we talk about that bitch [:

ummmm, started off the day..
being super duper early..
i have not been this early for school since the start of 09.
i went to buy chocos for the day..
as usual, classmates would ask me for it.
reading period was quiet (as usual)..
mr lin came over and said,
"Debbie, Keep Your Story Book, Today Read Newspaper"
if i remember that correctly,
it was something like that.

After reading period, we headed back to class.
As usual, Patt would throw me away,
allowing me to walk alone.
David seemed down today,
until the end of the day,
when he made me laugh.
Stupid David, you always have a way,
to make me laugh..
thanks, i really appreciate it [:

First Lesson,
Design & Technology.
Like YAY!
Practical Lesson..
We've Started To Do Our Chairs Already!
Sweet Niblets!
I Spent 1hr30mins,
On A 15 cm by 15 cm heart?
well, thats a starter..
I've also started to mark out,
the rest of my project.
Sweet Niblets,
I'm going back to continue with my project tomorrow.
I don't think i can complete it by mid year,
if i go by cirriculum pace [:

HAHA!
Now Its Time To Talk About Geography!
Sha's my LOVE!
and i love to take pics for her! [:
oh and did i mention,
both humanities teachers were not around..
some will understand,
if you don't..
then forget it [:
its a so called "secret"..
see how happy sha is?
Azwani, i won't leave you out of the fun too!
sorry love, about the nails xD
and the slap :O

Social Studies,
15 mins, 1 Inference Question.
Its A So Called Training Thing xD

Physics & English Swapped Periods.
So Forget It,
English = Test
Physics = 15 mins of Ms. leow only.
Well, she apologised.
i really pity her, she wanted to teach us physics.
she even make an effort to swap periods..
awww man! good luck.

last period,
was the most suckish.
chemistry.
although i love the subject,
the lesson ended up rather rough.
everyone shouted at ben, as usual.
he couldn't keep his mouth shut.
Ms. Low turned chem into CME.
uhhhhhh.. then shoot me.
i don't care, and i pretend like enevr hear anything.
i learn to ignore [:
whatever ms. low said,
i already know [:
but thank her anyway.
i fought with patt, over ben.
he sarks!

and i don't care what you think.
cause no body is perfect! [:
now goodbye!

like omg.

2009-04-18T12:56:00.000+08:00

i was like playing games on y8.
which led me to this 123bee website?
and i saw a, yes.
selena gomez game.
the title was : rilvary on selena gomez.
the picture was of selena gomez and miley cyrus.
so i clicked on it.
i was omg, you know why?
here were the instructions.

Level 1 Use mouse to interact.
Daniel Samonas is very eager to kiss Selena while she sleeps.
Make him to kiss Selena without waking up the Selena.
Level 2 While driving, make Selena and Nick Jonas to kiss each other without hitting other vehicles.
Level 3 Selena is standing with her boy friends.
Make Selena to kiss the guys. Remember!
Selena should kiss both the guys, without notice of other one.

look at it, must be a hater of selena who created it.
and it has NOTHING to do with miley cyrus!
i mean, you don't have to make selena sound so bad, do you?
its all gossip, you human!
imagine yourself getting made into a game,
which is so not you!
how would you feel?
uhhhhh, miley cyrus lovers again.
the fued between them was long over, dudes!
and like omg, y8 has the game too!
uhhhhhh, respect them people!

yay, my untypical friday!

2009-04-18T12:20:00.000+08:00

hello to the world again.

sorry for pic-ing too much today,
i've actually got more,
but afraid you'll all would drown..
no bad words today,
i'm in an average mood.
other then the fact that i bumped into jason soh!
early morning at my house opp de bus stop?
i'm wondering if he lives near..
he couldn't get on 806, cause it was full.
awwww, poor him..
i'm seriously pitying him.
no acting.
i swear.
i was kinda earlier then usual today,
met my love, patt.
she & wani never come, WEH!
lovees missed maths test!
and i'm missing them so dear!
today, i was in charge of getting the management booklet signed?
hear my momma say what?
yes, i was shocked too.
maths, test.
design&tech, theory.
geography, test&lesson.
recess, not hungry.
mother tongue, letter writing.
sweet nibblets!
we have alot of homework for the weekend.
and yes, thats patt holding eclipse.
as if, she loves it when she doesn't, Zzzz.
like lol, she a middler! [:
i spent my lunch times with the year twos,
laughing my head off!
today, we also had cross country & extra training.
and i've just reached home.
laopo's heart problem came back,
i passed, as usual! xP
omg, i sound so zhuai!
extra training, was supposed to be..
chee hao vs. jun kun!
lol, year 2 vs. year 8!
so unfair!
but then, chee hao's fuel tank leaked!
so jun kun teach us to flyeee!
i flyeeeee so many tymes today!
as you can see,
the plane crashed.
cause someone tries to impress someone.
i won't expose who.
but, don't bottle everything up.
must jiayou, like i wrote on the board.
don't give it up without a fight!
apologise for the blurr-ness of some pics..
its a result on nitro on my phone's cammy..
teeheee, its all clear now.

and lastly, i'm dead tired. so goodbyes!

hello again.

2009-04-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

hello world, again.
i was definitely fcuked up today, esp during eng.
because of jason soh and zhang yiting.
seriously, yiting has got some issues.
just like wangmei, who uses her age against others.
as for Mr. Soh, "ta xiao zhang shen me?!"
fcuk bias, if you not so zhuai..
i also wouldn't be like that to you.
first impressions, matter ALOT.
maths, was a review of chapter.
3,4&5, for the test tomorrow.
woah, im not prepared!
airline services studs left half way through social studies.
for the so called "amazing race cum fear factor",
at changi airport.
sweet niblets!
my shoulders were acheing can?
from terminal 3,
to terminal 1,
to terminal 2 &
back to terminal 3..
(photos will be uploaded soon, they're with mei)
ms. ice & mr. diner-saw damn funny lahh can?
will totally miss them alot!
they're nice people!
oh, and not forgetting.
MR JAMALI! :D
reported back to school for aero.
blah, blah, blah!
today, i help jun kun launch plane xD
sebastian so fast pick up RC lehh!
i'm so happy for him!
seriously, i am!
then chee hao told me about anti-r..
ad i'm like anti-r seriously is obsessed with chee hao!
saw vester, again.
they were having night study, so whos to blame?
went home, met chee hao & pei zhi (that damn thing)
on the bus..
like lol, pei zhi keep irritating me!
chee hao called me just now, regarding excuses..
talked to mr. soh,
on facebook..
i told him straight.
he told me not to use handphone.
i said i try, but im not afraid.
then i said, he sometymes can be very zhuai..
with a no offence, of course!
then, he said.
hope you all don't give me a reason to be zhuai.
like mrs indra said, everyone has a different way.
i just got to learn to ignore and accept.
esp about the ms liow part.
uhhhs, talking will end here [:

goodbyes all!
and again, today's amazing race cum fear factor pis will be posted soon!

bloody hell.

2009-04-16T09:35:00.000+08:00

hello world.

current status report : at school ( EBS Lesson )

we're as in patt, feeza & i were early today!

eek, saw baby v again.

he was reporting back to class,

after his art? or whatever.

i don't know, don't care.

love, love love.

yesterday was fun!

got fitness test, Yfc & tution!

lalalalalas, photos to be updated soon.

Mr Peter, said that the whole class passed.

YAY, although not getting 1st like the last time,

its doesn't really bother me!

it just makes me wanna work harder.

this morning, after assembly,

mrs. indra, wanted to talk to me.

about school, emotions & life.

like DUH, she's a great lovable teacher.
everyone loves her!

teeheeee, a little pian xin..

meow, meow, meow.

now, both beside me.

are like me, blogging.

teeheeee, patt & ayuni.

of course, their dearest-ly loved.

alrighteee, i'll end here.

and let Mr. Peter talk.

we've also got to do work of course.

we're exploring on the hostpitality industry; hotels, restarunts etc.

so goodbye world! [:

do whatever. i hate school!

2009-04-15T07:48:00.000+08:00

good morning humans!
i forgot to blog ytd, cause i was damn fcuked up lahh can?
like, hello?
MS LEOW, YOU CAN'T HOLD ME DOWN! [:
I'm just a kid, with a fcuked up attitude problem!
and thats not something you can rule over..
and scold me stupid.
like hello?
i don't care, i listen to my dad.
he said "don't put others first, put yourself first".
i was like fcuk..
was whatever i was doing in the past a mistake?
my life is a nightmare!
i'm alone & the world is having more fun then me.
and, suprisingly.
being bad, crossed my mind ytd.
an old saying : 'fcuk you, fcuk me & my very "happy" family'!
if i have one, that is.

teachers, i know you're reading.
and i DON'T CARE! [:

do whatever.

2009-04-15T07:46:00.000+08:00

YOU CAN NEVER HOLD ME DOWN WITH YOUR CHEAP TALK!
CAUSE I DON'T GIVE A DAMN, MS LEOW! [:

2009-04-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, lets see.
i started the day thinking that i would be late for school..
well, i wasn't xD
kinda funny how what kind of songs allows time to fly past..
i remembering texting wangling on sat?
regarding "corner of love"..
cause i've gotta return it back to my aunt [:
when i reported to the hall today,
she returned me the disc in a plastic bag,
with a note above..
ummm, if you can't read it properly..
it says,
"thank you for lending me your disc."
"sorry, i read your dairy."
"sorry & thank you"
like ummm, patt said i should have forgiven her long ago.
but patt, there's a difference between you and wang ling.
and i guess you should know what is it [:
yes, i was angry once before.
and i know that she didn't know it was a dairy.
but guess what, i'm clueless on how to entertain this matter.
and like WOOTS. for those people who have been longing for their ICs.
and i don't know why, cause i ain't all that excited to get a piece of plastic [:
although mr. azlan was like reasoning?
class rawked, except bloody physics.
stupid teacher, keep tearing her students down.
who would wanna study, like lol?
and like DUH, you don't deserve students who pass! [:
i'll score and show you, cause i have been studying.
i don't need you, miss liow.
oh wait, miss liow right?
haha, i'm very sure..
and she's not a young teacher.. :O
photog teach caught me during recess to take form for tmr..
Zzzzz, go SG River for CCA tmr.. :X
BOOO!
caught my beloved ayuni in the washroom,
emoing on the floor? :O
cheer up love, alot of people love your presence!
oh yes, by the way.
hidayah cut hair! [:
its like uber cute lahh can? [:
ended the day, with a chemistry test after school.
and saw vester at canteen?
i'm like uhhh...
why do i keep bumping into him..?
at library, canteen (twice)..
whats next?
oh yeahh, i forgot to say.
cody rhodes is uber cute [:

buh-byes now humans,
i love sha just the way she is [:

speech day.

2009-04-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

yes yes. the day is here.
like chao over de can?
like with both rehearsals & make up? -.-
i dont like make up, teeheee!
Patty says she LOVES them!
early morning, choing rehearsal one last time.
and like, vester was like there?
i don't know why, i very ming gan to him one..
sian sian sian.
is there any like medicine?
i seem allergic to him xD
then choing go find so many people [:
to take picture lahh deyy!
everyones cammy was like practically out.
then han xu, as usual.
i-phone soccer addict xD
after breakfast, all had to stay @ project cabin..
till it was OUR turn, omg.
rehearse last two times,
before the beautiful sherra & the very tall weijie..
step on stage as soloists!
woots! breaking free, everyone was nervous..
i believe i can fly, was much better!
(videos are posted on youtube :D)
the band also very cute sia!
at the back so pei he!
by the way, i love sha :D
after i believe i can fly,
rushed down to change for aero..
i feel so bad to ps they all at cabin and go first..
but hey! i have my reasons!

but when i got down to the hangar,
the Guest-of-Honor Already launch the multi-purpose hall..
so Jeremy, Benjamin (the tall one, i dont wanna call him hairy ben!) & me,
were sitting in the hangar,
doing what we do best.
PLANES? BULIDING?
you name it.
around 2 plus, went out for lunch with tiffany they all..
after the whole event..
then, FLY!
like wth, so fun can?
all is F2B [:
We Packed UP @ 5 Plus..
& Go for a drink..

Bloody Ling Di,
Scream Scream Scream.
Ear Pain Sia..
You want penknife, jun kun give le.
then scream?
fcuk bias, you very funny.
i cant be bothered about you seriously!
sec 3 still run around like small kid screaming,
worst still, play catching.
and i really dont care, even if my teacher was there.
i also just scold only mahh.
noisy siol..
not one min two min thing, 45 min continuous.
uhhh, then write wish on ballon & let go xD
i also like small kid, haha!
soon after, jun kun send that hell of a screamer who hurt all of our ears home.
THANK YOU LORD!
then we all jalan home [:

to all teachers and lovees,
photos that you want from me is on my facebook page!
do grab from there yahh?
thanks all [:

say whatever,

2009-04-08T16:09:00.000+08:00

continue to say whatever,
i don't get affected easily.
humji? like i care?
indian? that only proves ure racist.
so what i im indian?
and lastly, since you don't want to waste time & you are so busy (like everyone is),
why bother coming here and write on my taggy?
when you don't wanna talk..
so banning is a good idea [:

its what im born with,
and not something you can change or be unhappy about, you racist [:

my tiring day.

2009-04-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

yes yes.
today, school almost killed the life out of me again.
uhhhhh, speech day rehears are so over..
apart from school work, projects, choir, photog & blah blah blah.
i've decided to give myself a break tonight.
although my eyes are like super heavy..
sian sian sian x3
currently listening to Gee (지) to keep me awake!
very rhythmic!
fawaz and david fell into the basket as you can see..
bloody hell, we played so called baseball till too over le!
worstly, only 3 girls were in the whole game.
rennu, my new friend..
kind of needed a listening ear today,
so i had to push all my tired-ness one side.
uhhh, but at least i manage to understand her prob and give her some advice..
jiayou lahh dearr!
then, we had to wear this freaking flower skirt which was..
uhhhh, LOL?
everyone was like omg.
haha, hard to believe ehhs?
yes, if you want to ask about vester & his so called gang..
they werwe as crazy as ytd..
only today more over :D

mrs yee and mrs low was watching the whole run through today..
and mrs yee was enjoying..
whilee uhhh, you know what i mean..
the choir people were like uhhhhh!

today i also a little over myself..
saw rausyan, and hello rausyan in a very omg way.
i was like... uhhhhhhh.

oh gosh, my eyes cant take it le..
i stop here for tonight.
good night loves!
and lets hope tmr will be better :D

2009-04-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

yes this was the day, i went to hospital to visit gong gong..
and go yi yi house for dinner & being her barbie doll after that xD
wait, barbie dolls are perfect, and im not :D

and good lord, thanks yi yi!
i didn't know i got 3 strands of white hair xD
but very painful nia [:

i love my family! [:

2009-04-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

heres to 3 teamwork, and the flyers!
all must jiayou, and continue smiling!
go photog club! lol [:

2009-04-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

here are the photos my dear laopo!
teeheee, cya around in school!
ps, i still dont know why you wanted the toilet bowl pic xD

whatever. major losers.

2009-04-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

firstly, i dont give a fuck what you think [:

secondly, asking the names so that i can resolve with them [:

thirdly, i don't use vista and thats not ur prob.

fourth, i not so kong xian to play blog wars with you all.
got thing one time settle. you think ALL of us so free?

and lastly, i paste whatever i want on my blog.
you didnt ask to print screen my blog page either!

i also don't need people spamming my tagboard when they don't want to settle once and for all.
its just a waste of tyme for 3 of us [:

teachers, i know you're reading..
and I DON'T CARE [:

from jasmine..

2009-04-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO..MISS DEBBIE !!

THINK BEFORE WRITE LA HOR !!
WHAT YOU MEAN BY " SINCE LAST TIME , LIKE DEAD " ?
OH !! IF YOU REALLY THINK LIKE THAT !! YOU ARE WRONG !!
ALTHOUGH THIS YEAR I MAY NOT GOING TO FC SO OFTEN !! BUT I STILL KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON !! LIKE THEY ARE HAVING OUTING YESTERDAY !!
HOW ABOUT YOU ? YOU KNOW IT ? DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENING ?

ONE THING TO LET YOU KNOW EVERY CLEAR !!
YOU SAY THAT ADMIN TEAM SHOULD BE UNITED !!
OH PLEASE !! WE ARE UNITED ALL THE WAY OK ? WE ARE IN A VERY GOOD CONDITION !! IS YOU THE ONE WHO RUNNING DIFFERENT WAYS FROM US !!

IF I REALLY DID NOTHING TO FC !! WELL DONE !!
HAHA !! YOU SHOULD DO ALL THINGS YOURSELF !! INCULDING , BANNERS , LOGOS , PICTURE , TRANSLATION ETC .

I DUN CARE WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU AND STEPH !!
THATS IS YOUR PERSONAL THINGS !! PLEASE DUN PUT IN YOUR PERSONAL THINGS TO FANS CLUB !! THATS WHAT YOU TOLD US !! BUT SEEMS THAT ALWAYS U ARE THE ONE WHO DOING THAT !!

AS WHAT I TOLD STEPH THEY ALL,WHO DID THE MOST IN FC THE KNOW VERY CLEAR !! THEY HAVE EYES TO SEE..NO NEED PEOPLE TO ADD OIL ON IT !!

ANOTHER THINGS IS ,
I DUN GIVE A DAMN TO YOU !!
DUN YOU THINK I WILL SCARE YOU ?
YOU THINK YOU ARE REALLY CHAO AH LIAN IS IT ?!
DO REMEMBER IS YOU THE ONE WHO SAY PEOPLE FIRST HOR ..
DUN LATER CALL PEOPLE SPAM MY BLOG HOR !!
OR PRETENT BEING OTHER TO SPAM MY BLOG !! I NOT SO FREE TO ENTERTAIN YOU !
IM BUSYING WITH MY SCHOOL WORK !!
OH , SORRY ! I FORGET THAT YOU SEC 3 NIA !! DUN NOE HOW SEC 4 FEELING !!
CINDY,LETS WORK HARD !! AFTER N , WE CAN GO OUT PLAY WITH CRISTIN THEY ALL LE !! THEN NEXT TIME , THOSE PEOPLE WHO TAKING N WILL KNOW OUR BUSY LE !!

PEOPLE..HERE IS THE EVIDENCE IS SHE WIRTE US FIRST WORR !!
DUN BLAME US !!
ADMIN TEAMS DIDNT RUNNING IN DIFFERENT DIRECTION !!
FROM BEGINNING TILL NOW, WE ARE UNITED AND CLOSE !!
IS YOU THE ONE WHO RUNNING DIFFERENT DIRECTION WITH US !!

OH YA !!
WANNA HAVE A COMPETITION ?!
WHO LOSE THE COMPETITION WILL GIVE UP FC !!
DARE?
COMPETITION GOES LIKE THIS !!
WILL OPEN A THREAD AT ENG FORUM !! WHICH GOING ON 10DAYS !!
AT LAST,SEE WHO HAS THE LOWEST VOTE WILL GIVE UP FANS CLUB !!
DARE?
HAHA !! I HOPE YOU CAN TAKE THIS CHALLENAGE !!
ALTHOUGH IF I LOSE, HAHA !! THEN CONGRATZ YOU !! HAHA !!
IF YOU DUN WAN ALSO OK DE !! AT LEAST YOU CAN REMAIN THE MAIN ADMIN POSITION AT FANS CLUB YA !! ^^
IF YOU LOSE,DO MIND THAT U WILL LEAVE FC WITHOUT TAKING ANYTHING WORR !!
SO DO THINK PROPERLY BEFORE GIVING ME A ANSWER !!

LASTLY, L.D.S NAME IS CRISTIN WHO HAD THINK DE !!
IF ONE DAY SHE LEAVE FC..THE NAME WILL BE TAKEN OFF TO WHEREVER SHE GO WORR!! JUST REMEMBER THAT !! HAHA !!

PS,So long didnt write anything bad about people on this blog le !!

firstly, did i say you never do anything?
secondly, did i say you MUST come back everytime??
like hello? humans have free will?
and even if im running in different direction, when did i nvr shang liang with you all?
whats happening at the chinese fc i also dont know.
since we both say that personal things dont mix with fc,
then why have the voting thing?
risking fc doesnt mean much.
i mean, whats the point of meddling with the fc?
so what? if the forumers like you better.
everyones different, and i face the fact that im imperfect [:
you and cristin may be close, thats a good thing.
but seriously, i also got check back.
i didn't turn up, like i said was bcse my grandfather is hospitalised from a fall.
and for the last time, since when i say you never do anything? lol [:
and FC name thought by cristin, thanks.
and seriously, its a fact that it must follow her everywhere she go.
so thats not really a problem [:

uhhh.. im tired

2009-04-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

uhhhh.. like my title says so.
im totally worn out?!
got problem to settle, major maths, major science, and speech day rehearsals..
uhhhh, sian sian sian.
if today never kena caught jiu hao le!
i returned the club room key at the wrong time..
lol, aiyahh.. cheng zhu la!
at least, its for the school!
soaring? flying? running?
lol, i think some of you should have seen vester just now.
what the?
and people are bad-mouthing weijie for his singing?
like hello? if his singing is bad, he wouldnt be the male lead!
like DUH, get a life human beings.
and stop critz-ing him.
sherra was like WOW.
lets just hope we make it through.

seriously worn out, but i hope it all ends fast.

spamming is childish.

2009-04-06T09:26:00.001+08:00

right, you guys can see.

fanclub members are spamming my tag board.

can you guys get the facts right?

did you even know why i asked for the gathering to be cancelled?

it was for the thought of the fc.

and like DUH, i only requested it.

i never say must! :D

btw, what right do i have?

now i zhuai with you all.

i also cant be bothered.

cause i really cant take it le.

everytime go fc, its like dont know dont care attitude.

你们根本就没有把我放在眼里。。

但是，我一直都有。。

since start of 2009 this is happening.

you all bonding very strong, i also very happy.

but whats happenening behind the scenes, you all dont know.

so now, i should ask you all.

what right do you have to question me of what im doing?
yes, i dont turn up for fc gatherings and meetings.

thats because my grandfather was hospitalised on friday, so do i have a choice?

and runying, everyone needs to study.

thats why, you all sec 2s..

appre your sec 2 life while you can,

cause sec 3 onwards is very pack.

thats why you see even if im the chairman,

i dont go up often, thats partly my mistake.

and cristin, which sms i never reply you?

sometime we sms each other at the wrong time also..

你们懂我在讲什么？很伤人。

yes, its none of your prob, cause i know you all wish i go and die.

see what i mean? "kpkb" also come out le.

what else you all want?

i already trying my best to hold up to all this le.

that day steph de kou qi also very bue song..

i still in front of the comp ren, cause i treat you all more then friend.
what else do you guys want from me?

fc outing? wtf.

2009-04-05T13:53:00.000+08:00

what the?
i don't know how thick skinned this can get?
double sided.
friday night, i texted cristin asking if FC Outing still on.
bloody hell, never reply me.
steph still got the guts to show her face.
since they all bigger then you, why you still go out?
i thought you say, older people who go out with younger people are losers?!
i seriously don't understand you know?
and another thing,
then jasmine,
since last time, like dead.
i don't understand lorhhs.

admin team suppose to be like one.
and this isn't one.
you guys are just running in different directions.
whats going on? you tell me the answer.

the fight.

2009-04-02T22:27:00.001+08:00

today, overall was rather good.

1, school was as good, even without benedict :P

today, sha & ben went for SYF [band]!
when they came back, i saw sha's face was like.. so down!
never seen her like that before..
so i went to ask lovee what happened?
she said "look at my eyes know already, they so black"
then i was like "why? never sleep well?"
and she went like "no lahhs, i cried.."
i was like omg.
bronze is better then nothing lahh dearest!
jiayou jiayou!
some schools bring nothing back, you know?
bronze is VERY GOOD hor!
don't play play hor!
lol, i seriously got some medical issues xD
[i know, i know, they all say i'm high this few days xD]

2, airline services field trip postponed to the 16th :D

Was @ Canteen During Lunch Break, As Usual.
Saw Vester, I Don't Know Why..
But I'm Very Sensitive To His Voice..
I Know, One Word "Ugh?"
haha, but seriously..
Mr Yong said that the fear factor cum amazing race was post-poned.
so we all were like PHEW!
BUT, next week go, then will miss aero..
sian sian sian!
uhhhhhh, stupid enrichment..
then to make things worse, raden emo.
cause' some person pissed him off..
and gordon tried to make him smile,
my witch laugh also never work on him..
i guess he was just really pissed off..
cause normally he laughs when i do that..
and prac, the whole class was laughing including the teach,
and except him..
jiayou lahhs, raden!

3, CCA was FLYING, FLYING and MORE FLYING :DDDDDD

reported for cca, then like..
room so empty..
SEBASTIAN PLAY GUITAR SIA!
hard to believe ehhs?
its true.
he's changed alot.
and when alot, i mean ALOT.
so as usual, i tried my luck to "quan" benjamin [Year3] & him to go to the field,
and fly, fly & fly!
our prac coming le, you all still don't wanna train?
but at least there is improvement.. :D
so glad the club's coming together again..
sebas just wouldn't listen, since year one..
but now, at least he's trying!
Then Benjamin [Year 2], know how to teach others aka Year Ones To Fly!
They Just Get Better Every Week!
So Happy For Them!
muahahaha, best of all..
MUN-CHEE FLEW F2B, aka whole flight solo!
like omg. everyone so "sha yan.."
So Practically, During CCA..
I Was Mostly Hanging With Benjamin [Year3], Sebastian [Year 3] & The Year 2s..
I've Never Enjoyed A CCA Day Like That For So Long :D

4, about 7pm, carine texted me?

hard to believe?
haha, it got me a moment there too..
at least now, "i'm not trying to scold you. Trying to clear my blog & your name"
i was like uhhh..okayy?
as you know, i hate fake posers.
and guess what, someone posed as ME on carine's blog..
like LOL :D
Carine said " She's trying to sabo you, you know?"
but in anyway, i appre what you're doing..
but seriously, i dont care about people like the FAKE Debbie [:

and now is 1047 pm.
i just read her blog, about one post in particular..
this is what she wrote..

"babies, i strongly apologise because if you happened to be banned by me,
try tagging the next day or later. cause i've banned those nonsense people.
plus REAL debbie is not banned because i've checked the IP & her IPs throughout and that other debbie's throughout differ greatly.
and the funniest thing is that its one of those bloody IPs matched cheryl ee's!
she's like the last person in the world that will come & sprout nonsense! =.=

Debbie ( the fake one), you seriously is very lame.
obviously, you been reading my old tags or my old posts to know that i have been quarelling with Debbie ( the real one) and used her name to tag.
so that i can find trouble with her again while you hide behind your screen and watch us fight with glee.

how sad can you be to use this tactic.
when you decided to do this, you must have thought : okay very good. i use her name. so carine wont be able to guess who am i and they will fight again. clever me.
but you want to know what?
these tactics are really too old.
because they have appeared on TV several times."

the rest of her post, i wont really bother.
cause its about her personal life.
and i aint a part of it xD

uhh, 1113 pm.
currently talking to carine on her blog, lol.
i dont know what it means but yeahh, as long as we are not fighting,
im happy enough [:

whatever happens.

2009-04-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

whatever happens in the past, during the present, and for the future.
like you, don't want to see a friend hurt,
i don't want to see 100 over people get the wrong idea and get hurt because of us.
you can insult me, on your blog.
and whatever, i dont care.
but this doesnt only involve me!
get that right okayy? [:

what is perfect?

2009-03-31T21:44:00.000+08:00

today, was the last episode of the most beautiful 7 days..
its taught me one thing,
and that is..

God has placed everything before man's eyes,
its just how the way we look at it & appreciate it..
cause' everything created in his eyes were perfect [:

samantha's quizzy

2009-03-30T09:26:00.000+08:00

Do you like yourself? - Yes, Maybe, idk.

Which boy u admire most now? - not boy, vampire! And He's Edward Cullen [:

You want $5 or $10? - What Is This For?

Do u think u are stupid sometime? - i don't pull myself down [:

Who is ur Best best best Friend? - All Of Them Are The Same, I Just Love Friends, Don't You?

Wat will u do if you like tat boy? - hmmmmm, admire from afar?

Who is ur fav stars?-stars? Lollipop 棒棒堂[:

You hate ur mother sometime in some ways? - i always love my marmmie!

Wat type of boy u like? - I Only Love Edward Cullen [:

Now u are Single/Attach? - Single.

Pass this to 1o people !

Patricia
Ayuni
Grace
Hidayah
Jasmine
Cristin
Stephanie
Belinda
Jerica
Crystal

*they are randomly picked, thanks for the tag sam! [:

omigod, what happened?

2009-03-29T17:31:00.000+08:00

yes, as some of you know.
thats luke's plane.
wow! many things has happened lately..
although i myself don't know what,
but seriously some unbearable.
like the other day, i said something about luke.
and the next day, all the anger and sadness fades.
so you see? you don't have to give up.
don't be someone you're not.
saying things like "tell tiff thanks for being my trainer" & "thanks for being my godsis" will never ever make things any better, ah gor!
remember, that time you wrote on your blog..
"pray to god and ask him to help you"?
well now, its my turn to say that to you.
no one will give up on each other.
don't let things affect you so easily.
its not worth it, ah gor.

whatever happens, we'll always be here.
no matter, even when you're in england.
we'll always be here, supporting & lend you a hand when you need.

weijie jiayou!
god loves all his children & he created all of them perfect in his eyes! [:

my typical saturday.

2009-03-29T12:35:00.000+08:00

today, its my typical saturday.

except the fact that i'm lovin' edward even more & went for seminar.

cannon seminar, and i can't believe i even asked tommy for the movie.

more over, hate patricia cause of edward.

its getting a little over,

but all i want for christmas is edward cullen!

i know it won't happen, but i'll keep my hopes up.

you decide, i'm lost in edward's eyes patricia.

someone save me!~

ever since.

2009-03-28T17:08:00.000+08:00

thats right, ever since edward cullen..

human boys have lost their charm! [:

-twilighting & new moon-ing in progress-

omg. i'm in love with edward cullen

2009-03-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

haha, yes i'm going to talk about edward today.

as always, like patt said she knows i love him soooo..
today went alright i guess,
we played with triangles like primary school kids, during maths..
we went through a little theory, during design&tech..
we went through a little singing and song-writing session, during geography..
we went through a little food, during break.. (lol)
we went through worksheets when we were supposed to watch a movie, during chinese..
haha, basically today didn't consist much?
the wierdest thing happened today too,
yesterday night,
tommy texted me saying he's just watched twilight (so i went eek! as usual)
today, at the library, he told me he wanted to be like edward,
so i told him, edward's too purrrrrfect.
lets wish him good luck, lol..

i'm at chapter 3 of new moon..
wow, thats slow..
i read twilight faster..
when i got home,
i switched on the comp,
and saw edward cullen! (he's my wallpaper, you can't really blame me)
logged on to facebook,
played pet society..
as always..
a little bit of yoville and rock legends too!
out of the twilight,
i started doing quizzes,
and not just any kind..
twilight kind..
haha, i know t sounds funny..
but i'm serious, see my eyes turn black xD
its already black when i was born (so you can't really blame me for that too)..

results were,
Which Cullen Are You? - Essme Cullen.
Are You Purrrrfect For Edward? - Yes, You're His Bella.
(you've gotta admit, that quiz made me happy, omg.)
Are You Obsessed With Twilight? - No.
Which Disney Channel Star Are You Like? - Selena Gomez.
(Yay Me, My Friends And I Don't Like Team Cyrus Anyway)
What Taylor Swift Song Are You? - Love Story.
(As I Expected, Cause That's The Only Song From Her I Listen To)

and lastly, i still love edward cullen!

today today today

2009-03-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

woots! my internet lives again!
LOL much..
Today Went To School..
Blah Blah Blah..
House Practice..
Blah Blah Blah..
Tution..
Blah Blah Blah..

Home And Whala!

woots i finished the 1st chapter of new moon!
grace's still at twilight..
jiayou! :D

aaron aaron aaron!

2009-03-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

Today, 24/3/09.
its officially off.
on top of a bad day ( cause of physics teach & patt),
i still kept calm and went to meet aaron..
after 3 longggggggggg years!
HE CHANGED ALOT, i must say..!
He's Become More Of A Flirt, Quiet & Difficult To Interact With..
Not Like The Aaron We All Used To Know..
He Even Shouted At Me Cause I Talked About The Past!
And Guess What, I Told Him Off Too! :D
You All Know Debbie Ain't Nice To Mess With Right?
Like They Say, Never Mess With A Girl Whose Got Her Own Attitude [:
I'm Lost, I Don't Know If This Is The Aaron I Met WIth TOday..
What Will Happen Next? What To Do?

P.S I Really Can't Stay Focused Now, Not Even On TV Or Twilight.
Thanks Alot, Seriously!

iloveedwardcullen!

2009-03-14T17:05:00.000+08:00

哈咯！

哈哈，我现在用的是我的妈妈家的电脑！

所以才能上网和打华文!

and for the last time,

WHO SAYS EDWARD CULLEN ISN'T REAL?!

teeheeee, i'm outta my mind.

alot of things have been happening lately..

esp since house practice..

i'm lost in a world i don't know,

but i'm still obsessed with edward cullen :D

iLOVErobertpatison xD

2009-03-12T09:34:00.000+08:00

hello world!

have not been blogging lately cause my comp's got problem..

the stupid thing can't sense my wireless system!

ahh, but don't care!

EDWARD CULLEN aka ROBERT PATISON IS HAWT!

omigod, first sasha was telling our class about twilight,

then i went like what?

ever since i read the review on teens mag,

i've been curious about twilight!

i bought the book ytd,

and i'm only at page39 and i'm already going omigod this and that!

haha!

eek! someone save me!

save me, save me, save me!

i don't care if he's hawter in harry p.

but he's just too sweet!

meow meow, i love twilight.

哈哈哈！我忘了说我在学校呢！

所以就可以BLOG！

好了！不多说，我去读TWILIGHT了！

and happy blogging about this patt! :)

我又在学校用电脑！

2009-03-05T09:38:00.000+08:00

大家好！
好久没用电脑打华文字了！
现在，课还没开始。。
所以，老师就让我们用电脑！
哈哈，但只有10分钟！
好了！

别再多说，我去用个FACEBOOK了！

ihateaero.

2009-03-03T17:35:00.000+08:00

today sucked!
it was flowing so well till, you know who said all those stuff..
lets give a very HUGE thank you to that person.
i transfer if i want to.
interest dies off when everything sucks.
people are leaving already, and you don't realise.
well, well, well.
guess what?
all of us are not your dogs other then one of us..
ohh wait!
we're all are not responsible,
so don't call us next time.
call on your beloved wera & year twos.
thank you very much!
say whatever you want, think whatever you want.
we all also sian diao & can't be bothered!
everything's changed.
and we can't adapt :D

next, WOW.
Geez, i seriously no mood now to talk about what happened today..
sian dao la!
mood affected again cause of this cca..
everytime like that de nia..
CHASE ME OUT.
I DON'T CARE!

teachers, i know you're looking,
and I DON'T CARE :D

有在学校用电脑！

2009-02-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈哈！哈咯大家！

现在，我们在上课！

班上，好吵！

没有人除了我，在听课吧？

哈哈，但好可惜，

我不是乖孩子呢！

现在，有十分钟的休息时间。。

然后再continue上课呢！

老师，辛苦你了！

要加油！

好了，我不再说了！

我去用FACEBOOK!

byebye!

ilovefanclubs

2009-02-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

screw you people! i miss fc meetings!

Debbie Raymond Is DEAD.

2009-02-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

Yes, Like My Title Says So.
As Of Today, Debbie Raymond Is Dead.
i'm just another rotten apple like the rest.
you can say whatever you want,
but since thursday,
i've started dying.
whatever has happen is dead.
whatever the future holds, is also dead.
i may seem like everything on the outside,
but deep down, i'm just empty.
whatever said, was not forgotten.
and will be held close.
whatever next to me, is just another dream.
whatever i learn just sinks down into the swamp.
talking makes no sense.
talking is crap.
rotten apples don't talk.
they rot.
so like whatever me, and get lost.
cause i don't need anyone.
cause my life ain't gonna be any better.
life sucks, like how i dreamt of myself ytd.
jumping off a cliff, and never coming back.
pls, grant my wish.
and let something happen to me.
cause i don't wanna carry on.
i'm letting go of everything.
i've given up hope.
i'm nothing.

P.S I'm Just Another 木头人.

A Week @ School! (Till Thurs)

2009-02-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

As You Can See, Its Just Any Ordinary Day. At The Hangar? Loads Of Things Have Been Happening Lately.. And Esp Rui Nah, I Won't It Off That Easily.. Urgh! Enough Bout' Her. Lets Now Talk About My Suckish Day :D

Today, Almost Late For School.. Man Man Bought Pinky Dolphin For Me.. Read Newspaper, Got MJ sia... :O

The Mrs. Indra Call Me To Follow Her.. In The End IS Go Chat Chat With Her.. I Think You Guys Call It Conselling?

I Actually Am Starting To Like One Of My Class Teachers.. WOW! Mrs. Indra Rawks! Omigod! She Gives Like The Greatest Advice Can?

Then Along The Way, Mr. Lee Ask Me Go Register IC Since Already Downstairs.. But Haiz, I'm Just A Spoilt Brat La.. [: So Went To General Office After That.. To Get The Excise From Class Slip Thingee..

Then Bumped Into Mr. See! Scare Me Sia.. Suddenly From Behind Say Hello To Me! LOL, And I Thought He Was Going To See Through Me..

Cause Of That Library Incident! Hahah, That Day You All Shocked Bahh? See Me Until Stand There! PaiSeh! PaiSeh!

Then After Getting The Paper Thingee.. Went To Hunt Which Class 3teamwork Was In? Cause Project Work They Went Com Lab.. Tommy, I Wonder How You TYping Eng Can Lead To Korean Charac You Know?

hahah! then after that..
I Didn't Go Back To Class.. I Straight Go For EBS..

The Explain & Say Sorry To Mr. See.. Cause The Library Thing [: Then haha, He Say Nvm (PHEW!) & Got This Stack Of Notes! Next Monday Got EBS Test! Omigod! & Its Thorugh PPT.

After One Month, I Finally Found The Facebook! LOL, Stupid Of Me Right? But Like, WHATEVER!

Then Go Recess, Wang Ling They All SO Late Then Come Down Worhhs! Then They Blame Us So Early Eat Finish, Haha! Jiayou Luhhs!

Then Had Social Studies Test! WEH! Didn't Write Finsh! CDP Was Fun [:

Then Alot Of Things Happen @ Aero La.. Sian Dao, I Don't Want Say.. Just That, Bye Bye Aero!

but hey! i still love the people i love.
and it isn't your problem if i'm agressive! :D

photos i owe my lovedd!

2009-02-19T21:20:00.001+08:00

hello world!

greetings to all!
here are the photos i owe you, lovees! j-factor is lovedd!
BUNNY BROTHER! xD

哈哈！好开心！

2009-02-19T10:29:00.000+08:00

哈哈！终于能在电脑上write华文了！
好好好开心！
我现在学校！
老师让我们用电脑！
哈哈！每次Andy和棒棒堂在后援会。。
都不能在家里的电脑上，
看他们留言了什么。。
现在，在学校就行了！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
我真得疯了！
大家现在都在surf the internet!
哈哈！老师是朝好笑的！
Jump Here, Jump There!
他也说哪天吵架的事，
也不是完全我的错！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
真的，好开心喔！
我也终于找到了老师的FaceBook!
找了一个多月呢！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
Patricia,现在玩电脑的不停呢！
为什么，我那么开心？
我也不太Clear!

ILOVEYOU[:

2009-02-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

teeheee, as you all know..

i was awaiting for today!
friday, you finally came!

everything went fine,
other then me getting hit by a lorry this aftn..
LOL, hard to believe ehhs?

teeheee!
school was boring as usual,
Maths, Usual.
D&T, Went To Biology Lab For Practical.
Geography, Still Lovin' It.
Recess, Rawking As Usual!
And Last But Not Least, CLB.. [:

Then After School,
Had To Stay Back To Teach Me Dearest Priscilla Compo (CLB)
& For Geo Retest, my mind went blank la can?
Zzzz, hope overall..I'LL PASS!

Then Went Home,
The Usual, Sleepy, Hungry & Crazy.
Waited Till 430 before i realised,

i was late!
i was suppose to meet samantha at 445 at mrt station,
and patt & pris at 5 at ktb mrt station!
so i rushed?
but luckily i still looked good!
for once.. [:

as you can see, i TOTALLY enjoyed myself!
and i hope you guys did too!

teeheee, go there see KL then patt pass him purpleee!
KL sha yan! teeheee.. we so bad [:
sorry uhx, KL!

so SAD! couldn't get a pic of him facing patt's cammy!
btw, credits to patty for side views of KL [:
fine! wan & KL are both uber cute? happy? [:

so what? at last, after giving purpleee..
we all ran! RAN I TELL YOU! RAN!
cause pris saw the lady giving KL purplee!

then when we settling the bill,
KL came over, AHHHHHHHHH!
haha sad priscilla, i ain't those who go OMG on the outside!
POSH place, POSH attitude!

P.S I Love You Patt, Pris, Sam & Someone Else [:
Happy Valentino Dearests!

2009-02-11T18:35:00.001+08:00

HEY RUINAH!
THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU!!
SINCE YOU LIKE ATTENTION SO MUCH!!

i'm bloody sick and tired of crying cause of you!
i regret ever being your friend!
its also NOT a wonder everyone at YFC hates you.
other then you darling derwin & harvin.
that harvin also ni step one paii kiia only!
pls la! don't know the facts dont talk crap, much appre!
what you tell derwin about me,
he can dont say.
but i can sense it very well that its because more then 1/2 of it,
is a pack of lies!
and how stupid of me to still take u as a friend even after we fought.
telling to change no use,
cause you're still you.
THAT EVERYONE HATES [:

I ALSO DON'T CARE WHEN YOU CALL YOUR PAIIKIIA FRIEND TO ASK ME TO DONT BLAME HER IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME!

Hear me?
I DON'T CARE, YOU SORE LOSER!
YOU ONLY DO THINGS YOU WAY, AND USE THESE KIND OF BEI BU SHOU DUAN,
FOR YOUR OWN GAIN!

FUCK YOU, FUCK ME & FUCK MY HAPPY FAMILY!

you've never been hurt before have you?
well guess not.
thats why you're doing this.
i also wont appre my dad for saying sorry.
cse i don't see a need to say sorry to you ruinah.
after what you've done.
NO WAY!
and i'm not the only one who knows you're not innocent!

and again, FUCK YOU, FUCK ME & MY "HAPPY" FAMILY!

2009-02-09T18:45:00.000+08:00

teeehee! today was okayy..
cause rui nah had to spoil my freaking mood..
like i said, i'm not affected by you OR derwin no more!
and I DON'T CARE either [:

Today, As Usual.
Went To School,
And WOAH!
Wang Ling Cut Her Hair?
I Don't Believe it!
And She Said She Cried Over It..
Awww, Poor Lovee!

Then Patt Came Seated Beside Me Going All,
"WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~"
Cause Of What I Told Her Ytd Via SMS!
Hey, But At Least I Stayed Calm On The Outside & Screaming On The Inside!

Teeheee, Lessons Were Boring..
Mother Tounge Was Uhhhh..
Freaky?
I kept Climbing Here & There xD
Too Bored Le Lahhs Today..

Even After School,
I Couldn't Keep Still..
Saw Vester While Laughing My Head Off,
But I Didn't Care Either [:

I Guess I Can't Be Bothered Lately,
Esp With *KL* on my mind xD
shhhhhhhhh, pretend you didn't just see that! :D

Worrying What To Wear On Friday..
Worrying What Will Happen On Friday..
Worrying That Will Everything Go Smoothly On Friday?
Worrying What Will *KL* Thinks When He Sees Us..
Worrying So Much..

But Also Afraid,
Cause *KL* Gave Me The Look Which Was Uber Sweet Ytd.
You Guys Should Hear Him Speak Chinese & Laugh!
Its Uber Cute!
Stop. The End [:

teehee! your smile kills [:

2009-02-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

teeheee, your smile kills me..

started the day,
woke up @ 9 today,
used internet till 940..
almost was late for mass..
saw jasmine, the hawtest girl!
she wore a red DRESS.
and someone from our class was stalking her!
LOL much [:

then after cat & mass,
jasmine, jerica, patty & i were taking photos!
will upload them asap, people!
took this, took that.
alot of pictures sia..
havent edit! x3
then home, patty came over.
and waited for me, so i took 811 with her [:

then changed to 854, to go bedok to meet marmmie.
cause we plan to go see yi yi new house!
teeheee, the house damn nice can?
i wish i had a home like that.
new condo, costs $600,000..
estimated value, that is.

then uncle robert, keep wanting to go nihon mura!
then i say, can we go eat something else..
cause i was afraid to face, you know who again..
sat in uncle vincent de car, go there.

he drive like taking roller coaster sia..
so fast.. marmmie also havent reach when we reached revenue house..
so we went in first..
i thought and hopes i wouldnt see him,
but hey,
i spoke too soon x3

teeheee! too sweet le!
the way he laugh & talk so sweet!
thanks alot, my heart is with someone again.
and its a BAD thing, i think?
uhhh, then sian dao!
as usual, he'll do rounding & serving..

then keep looking,
so i have to be at my best xD
then don't know why,
i think he thinks the past drama was me..
or maybe he KNOWS.
omg, so hope not!

when uncle vincent and uncle robert fighting over to pay the bill,
they make joke with him..
then he run to check out smthg..
wth sia, before run give me that look..
Zzz, that one look, i will never forget [:

teeheee, will high de !
valentine's is coming, whos yours?

Tired[:

2009-02-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

phew, tiring day today x3
all because i slacked on thurs!

i had class, DUH!
and CCA.. It, Well, Didn't Go So Well..

Lessons Were Alright..
Fawaz Went Crazy, As Always..
Mr. Azlan Fighting With Students [In Joking Manner]
And BLAH BLAH BLAH!

urgh, CCA was.. urgh..
Alright, i guess?
After All, I'm Happy For The Year 2s, 3s And Afi [:
All Are Starting To Grow Up..

Other Then XY.
Talk To Him Nicely No Use De..
So I Don't Care.
Fly Also Anyhow Pass Handle,
Not Criticising..

But There's Room For Improvement!

Hey! He Can Pass Handle OK?

Although Not Too Well Yet, JiaYou luhhs!

Today, Everyone Was Hard At Work.
After CDP, Went Down To Take My Mem Card Before Reporting!
Cause Tmr Got School Event!
JiaYou luhhs, School!

After CCA, Had To Stay Back For Some Kind Of Interview.
Which Shiddu refered To As Shit?
LOL, thats so mean!

I Kept Saying I Went For My AI le..
Then Suddenly When My Turn Go In,
They Say The Wanna Interview Cse Of Something Else..
I Went Like WTH, I Don't Wanna!
Words Were Running Through My Head..
And I Had To Tell 1 Lie, Only 1.

But Look On The Bright Side,
At Least They Have Not Collapsed Like The Others Say..

Everyone Jiayou luhhs!

teachers, i know you're reading..
and I DON'T CARE. [:

IDONTCARE[:

2009-02-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

and all this couldn't get any lamer xD

anonymous people are tagging my blog again!
LOL much..

i guess there are just certain people who have no guts.
they don't post names ya?
aww, thats so sad..
didn't momma teach you to be daring and face da' world?

haha, sounds like i'm getting mad?
wrong! i'm still not.
and its sad to see how you guys flame up..
just because of some tags from people you don't know?

and like the people said,

you're not perfect either!

i know i'm imperfect and i don't need you to tell me that [:
cause i know my self better then you do.

i'm not trying to act skinny (ewww much!),
nor am i trying to pop your bubble carine,
but we all ain't even close to the word perfect.
so get that straight [:

lalalalalas.
and btw, WHY whould i wanna fake supporters?
heard of ip addresses?

GO CHECK YOUR TAG BOX de IP ADDRESSES!

their different!
and as for your tags,
sad to say..

i only see 1 ip address!

so i think the one who's faking it,
is you [:

shhhhh, don't get angry.
cause i really ain't scared of you or your backup/sister.
and i don't care what you think of me,
i'm not like SOME people who get easily affected [:

COLOURS [:

2009-02-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

Firstly, Today Was Average.
Due To The Aaron & Jhearic Problem..
Zzz, Aaron Emo?
I Don't Think So..
Jiayou luhhs!

Secondly, Let Me Thank da' Annoymous People LOL [:
But I Really Ain't Affected,
So You All Don't Really Have To Be That Nice..

lets all have a better tomorrow, ya? [:

WHATEVER, LOSERS! [:

2009-02-04T04:57:00.000+08:00

Hello All, Again!

Tehheee, Still Cant Forget Ytd Night,
Steph Tell Me De Thing! xD
After So Long It Made All The Members De Qi Dai End!
Teeheee, Jasmine & I Won't Blarff You All The Can?
Whats There To Bluff When You Can Ask Their Manager, Actually?

TADA! For Those Who Already Visited The ChatBox,
You Can See Annoymous People Tagging My Blog,
But Sadly, I Don't Care Either [:
You Can Say What You Want & Blah Blah Blah!
I Also Don't Care.
I'm Not That Easily Affected Like You Are I Guess.

BUT WAIT! You DID NOT ask me for the venue!
You Only Asked For The School Of Mine & HP Number [:

Since You So Good @ Getting People De Numbers From Their Friends,
Like How You Got Steph's [:
And Steph Doesn't Wanna Tell You,
Then Too Bad!

Teeheee, Now This Carine Girl Pulled Her Sis Into The Picture..
WOW, I SCARED! LOL, NOT!
You're Sister Seems Nice I Guess,
After All, She's Pissed..

I Also Ain't Blog Wars Cause I Have No Time To,
I Have The FanClub Matters To Settle.

And Carine,
For My Convinience?
I Don't Think So.
I Also Don't Care, If Your Sis Maid Is Prettier!
Cause I'm No Where The Words Perfect, Maid Or Filipino [:

And Btw, I Ain't Hiding Behind My PC,
I Go Out To See The World You Know?
I Also Didn't Say Anything Bout' My Boyfriend Meeting Up With You,
Did I? I Suppose Not! [:

And Since When,
Like I Said Just Now,
Did You Ask For The Venue My Dear?

I'm Also NOT Afraid Of Meeting You,
Cause After All, You're Not Much Big Of A Deal To Me [:

Name A Place, Time & Date.
One Week From Now, Much Appreciated.
And We'll See If I Can Fit It Into My CCA Sched, Alright Dear?

LOL, Since When Do I Call People That,
Teeheee, Guess I'm Just Playing Nice Since Her Sister SEEMS Nice [:
Yet Again, Carine Only Reacts To The Stuff That Make Her Pissed Off?
Are People Affected That Easily, LOL?

Whats Between You & Steph,
I Don't Care.
But Please Do Rem,
I Only Came Into The Picture Not Because I Was KPO,
But Because I Don't Stand People Bullying My Friends.

I Know That RunYing Told Me,
That She's Also At Fault.

BUT, Doesn't Mean You're In The First Class In Your Level @ Serangoon Sec,
Means Like Its A Big Deal & That You Can Do Whatever You Like. [:

I Know About The Free Will Thingee,
I Wrote On The Previous Post,
But This Has Nothing To Do With.

Steph Also Didn't Look Back,
Cause She Told Me Many Times,
She Doesn't Wanna Re Shi As She's Afraid Her Parents Might Give Up On Her.
Get That? Thats The Reason Why When I Tell Her To SMS You Something,
She Keeps Saying That,

Steph You Can Not Worry About Me & Stop Asking Me Those Questions.
Cause I Can Take Care Of Myself [:
And BTW, Is That All You Did To RunYing?

Asking Her To Stop Asking Your Friend To Link Her?
Haha Sad, Please Do Rem That There Are Many People In The World,
With The Same Names [:

You Told RunYing Off,
Steph Came As A Friend,
Cause They Are Besties [Is That Wrong?]
And I Stepped Into The Picture Not Because I Had Nothing To Do Or Whatever.
But I Seriously Wanna Send This Message To You Saying That,

I Know You Stand Up For You Are Standing up For Your Friend too.
But Did You Even Consider That While Standing Up For That Friend,
You've Hurt My Friend?

and by the way, when you've hurt my friend.
means you're messing with her in my dictionary.

i know you're in first class, so?
and btw, i'm not wanting to start a blog war or anything,
like i said before.
but i wanna get this straight before anything else happens [:

and i also wasn't talking about steph about the messing part.

WOW. You're Pretty?
Well Let me Tell You,
I'm Not Insulting You Or Anything But,
You Can Think You're Pretty,
But No Is Prefect [:
Get What Imperfection Means?

But Too Bad For You,
You Also Wasted Your Time Typing A Whole Chunk Of Stuff,
That I Didn't Get Pissed Off & Angry At xD
And It Ain't Sending Chills Down My Spine,
Cause I'm Going Like LOL [:

And I Prefer To Go Imperfect, & not Be Lil' Miss Perfect.

Is That Even Wrong? Oh Wait.
Its Not Even Wrong Being Imperfect Ain't It?

And Pls Stop Being A Sore Loser & Tagging My Friends ChatBox,
With Crap When You Don't Even Know My Friend.
You Get My Point?
Cause If Its Between You & Me.
Thats It, Its Between You, Me & No One Else, Carine.

P.S If You Guys Happen To Go To Her Blog,
Reading The CBOX Messages In The Past Pages Will Be Appreciated[:
http://carineissexy.blogspot.com/

IGUESSSHEGOTMAD [:

2009-02-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

well hello readers!

teeheee, i'm still like super high today!
today went great again at school!

you all rem i talked about that carine girl that bullied my friend?
the one from malaysia?
teeheee, i guess thats a yes..
judging by your reactions today :D
i seriously don't get them..
i guess she got pissed off,

cause i banned her from my bloggy's tagboard.
well, i can ban anyone i like!
its not a choice that you have [:

and beside's i'm not afraid getting wei-xied by you either [:

i'm not gonna insult her or anything on my blog,
cause its just a waste of time..

besides, i've got better stuff to do [:
she keeps asking me to call her,
when she doesn't wanna come face to face.
i mean, don't go acting like you're a biggy when you're not.
its kinda funny the way i see it..

she practically didn't read all of the messages i guess,
cause she kinda like only focus on the points that make her mad?
i don't know, and neither am i interested to know.
she can write a bloody hell of a chunk of things about me,
i dont care, seriously!
cause i ain't that easily affected by this kinda stuff, unlike you [:

steph replies to your messages cause she asked me this ytd,
"should i be a friend to a friend who doesn't want to be my friend?"
is that even wrong?
steph's a GREAT friend okayy?
i don't know how you think, but i really thank god for such a friend!
i also don't care if you call me a maid,
because of what i have written on my blog & my picture..
cause you ain't anywhere near average either [:
and btw, MATURE people don't go around bullying people,
nor do they UHH, I don't know.
Do un-matured stuff?

teeheees, and if my fanclub was a loser..
i wouldn't have known so many superstars & good friends.

even if steph has my handphone number,
she wouldn't give it to you either [:
and just to let you know, i've got myself an iphone & a w910i [:
whats your phone model?

i also don't care if you call me a big fat loser,
cause i ain't wishing for bigger boobs & to be a god of a penis like you do [:

and pls, if you're a paiikiia..
you would actually be known..
BUT WAIT, you're not.
Bullies @ Serangoon Sec doesn't mean they are paiikiias you know? [:

my email ain't iilurvve_bangbangtang@hotmail either!
haha, i ain't that huge a fan, so why bother.
i ALSO am not acting as if my english is perfect or anything,
but i try to as much as i can, cause i feel like it.

like you said, YOU FLARED UP WHEN I CAME.
do i affect you that easily my dear?
well, too bad for you then!
cause if you didn't start bullying runying for no reason,
i wouldn't have cared [:

call me a piece of dirt if you want to,
cause you ain't any better. [:
humans have free will,
i get to do what i want & i respect my decisions.
i have a choice to call or to ban people from my tagbox!

and MY CLOSE FRIENDS & FAMILY SHOULD KNOW,
that i don't care if you mess with me, but if you mess with my friends.
you might wanna jump off the building before i get to you [:

lastly, i take whatever pictures i like.
at least i don't post nude photos anywhere on the net,
unlike someone right?

i also agree with your friend/seniors,
we all should have a GOOD TALK to settle things,
and to prevent mis-understandings [:

GO AHEAD, say what you want.
i don't care cause i know i am doing the right thing,
standing up for my friend [:

teeheee, i'm outta my mind!

2009-02-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

teeheee! i'm outta my mind i suppose!
cause thats what people have been asking me on MSN today xD
guess the fanclub matters really make me a little high..
WOAH! too mush overdoseeeee.
teeheeee! enough about fanclub matters for one day!
Zzz, super sleepy now!
just now chiong homework chiong like mad dog xD
like i said, i'm outta my mind today!
we all missed lil' jay too mucheee!
people are also asking me to go see huang jin lun with them [:
but i'm not really a fan, how?
i'm a fan of derrick,
an admirer for lollipop &
a lover of danson! xD
WOAH! i'm seriously outta my mind xD
hope danson comes to SG asap!
i wanna get his auto and see him live!
poor him, work so hard & landed in hospital!
teheeeeee, i'll share a secret that even my laopo dosesn't know..
after watching danson go into hospital in rolling love,
i cried for 3 hrs straight!
Mad? NO.
Crazy? NO.
Crazy+Mad? Maybe.
Teeheee, Stopping Here Then!
Thanks For Today All!
Everyone Jiayou!

大家一起帮威廉和威爸加油吧&Happy Birthday小禄!

UHHHH, Stressed Out [:

2009-02-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

Uhhhh, Today Was Actually Going Very Well..
Thanks Andy Ge & Mao Di!
But Sadly, All Of This Had To End,
Due To Some FC Matter..
Lets Just Hope It Isn't Happening The Way That I'm Thinking Of It..
I Really Can't Afford To let It Happen..
Plus, It Was All Our Love Together..
No Thanks To Jasmine's Brother For Making Me Feel Worse, LOL.
Much Thanks To Cindy, Jasmine & Cristin..
To Let Me See That Maybe Things Aren't Going That Bad As I Think It Is..
Lets All JIAYOU bahh!

get lost readers, i'm in a foul mood.

2009-01-31T15:36:00.000+08:00

Alrightee, My Blog Has Been Dead Like Forever!
And Well, Like My Facebook & So On..
New Year, New Start, New Designs..
So I Kinda Spent The Whole Afternoon Thinking How To Edit,
Someone Else de Skin..
But Still Credits To That Person [:
Its Similar To My Previous One..
Only Thing, My Previous BS Was Pink?
Haha! Anyway.. I'm Like Super Bored!
Later Still Going Luke's House For New Year Dinner [:
Thanks For The Invite Worhhs!
Looking Forward To It!
tehheee! I Love Me, LOL.
But I Love Dansoneee More!
Not Danson, But Dansonee!
LOL, I'm Sot Le Hahah!
Stopping Here Now!

GOODBYES READERS! [:

mooo!

2009-01-25T16:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOO YEAR EVERYONE!